To be happy is one thing - the even keel, the come and go, the ease.
But to be a force of nature - to will things to happen. To decide the here and now....
Nonetheless, right now, putting myself out there, looking for a new job, trying to make things happen, to make magic, to make it rain....it's hard and scary and I don't know if it's even possible unless I keep believing I can make it happen....
I pitched myself to a firm today, only to find out that its principal is deeply aligned with the Utah Republican Party... .
It's hard, but there are harder things to overcome....My life is easy compared to 99.999% of the rest.
